ARGHH seriously! what is the world turning into! why must that stupid bitch woman hook finish other people's husband, the husband dont want her, then go hook other people's boyfriend! bitch right wa laoooooooooo damn angry lor stupid show >:( IDIOT BITCH!

bleah. haha my daddy fed me cream soda mix milk. yuck. and i can further confirm myself that i do really HATE cream soda taste like medicine only. not done like cream soda. is HATE HATE cream soda. haha so ya... i hate cream soda dont try feeding me cream soda every again. lucky i took a SIP later stomach ache again boo...

Ended my post @ 9:18 PM

haha i was reading through my 'past'. you know those posts ten years ago.
i read those when i was still a young and innocent sec one 0.o
and i realised every post is positive.
and it feels great to be happy.
so i shall try my best to be a happy kid! yayy
haha... i still like beauty and the beast and the saxophone.

freak. and i swear my lousy stomach and gastric will still give me problems even if i'm eating at the cleanest restaurant in japan.
i wonder why i've not died of food poisoning yet. haha
and i'm sick of running to the loo every now and then :/

i shall go do what i do best... homework... hey at least it keeps my mind off certain things for the time being! HA what a JOKE! mugging to relieve stress O.o

haha ya cause my life is a joke! Laugh now! hahahahahaha :) it shall be rated the best joke of the century hahaha i'm serious!

and i hate 3rd parties. why do every freaking show have a bitch who ALWAYS freakingly ALWAYS break up a happy couple. such a BITCH bitch bitch bitch! i hate these scenes almost threw my slipper at that woman argh >:(

and charlyne said in her blog: never let go, even if there's no more hope (:

Ended my post @ 3:35 PM

18th December is the worst day of the month >:(
December is the worse month of the year >:(
2008 is the worse year of my life >:(
ask me why...
Because i'm worse than the greatest ass hole in the whole wide world! >:(

because i believe too easily.
and i dont understand.

why do i feel your warmth leaving... and now even belonging to someone else.
you numbed me from all feelings
where do i belong now...

Ended my post @ 1:06 AM

17 December was the best day this month :D
hahaha dont ask me why (:

Ended my post @ 12:37 AM

it's been SEVEN days already... and it's making me anxious! almost out of my wits...


haihh i like beauty and the beast. so nice...

Ended my post @ 10:07 PM

i went shopping today and i swear i really dont like shopping >:(
people should seriously include shopping as a physical activity.
hm. no. i think i prefer playing with balls. yes... uhh i prefer to climb. i think i'm a monkey.

Ended my post @ 10:34 PM

I want a huggggg :(

Ended my post @ 3:53 PM

i owe someone a dedicated post pffffffffsss
haha and it is suppose to be LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG..... em... about 1000 words?
and i said i'll try. [but fails yay even before anything else...shh you're not suppose to see this!]

hm... what am i going to write here...
this person told me four jokes today. cause i was sad. yay sad.
haha
then i laughed at the jokes. which made me happy. yay so now i'm happy.
haha er.....this is going to be the crappiest post i'll ever post.

hm i dont remember why i owe this dedicated post.... but i think i remember owing it some how.
uhh see i'll never reach a thousand words. haha whatever. oh no everyone is sleeping so i have to go! i've tried my best (:

Ended my post @ 12:25 AM

i'm in hongkong! yay hahaha okay whatever.
hm. i'm bored. yay. shall rent disks to keep my company. catch up on some movies then i didnt watch cause somebody went to watch with someone else instead ): hahaha....

CHARLYNE! I WANT TO WATCH MOVIE!



i'm unhappy >:(
but i must not GREEDY!

Ended my post @ 11:12 PM

i feel frozen by your coolness towards me

Ended my post @ 11:29 PM

yay today is a boring day just like any other day haha
as usual i woke up as late as i can
ate lunch
watch some tv and youtube.
and i finished my show today so i'm exceptionally bored.
so i wrote some letters and posted them then on the way back i bought some chips.
chacho's cheesy cheese
haha
someone's favourite.

then my sister came home then my brother and mummy came home. yay. i was home alone for the whole day until now.
oh and i ate some chocolate too sweet. i think i better stick on to dark chocolate.
a little bitterness to cover up for the sorrow in me. hahaha
whatever.

ouch i bit my tongue.haha random. oh whatever.
dont know what i ate wrong. keep having stomach ache ever since i came back from genting.
oh i know. my stomach is upset too. thats why i have an upset stomach. haha okay lame. heh.

cant wait to leave singapore. yes. haha. leave the bitterness behind.
then i can wake up every morning in hk and go eat all the dimsum in the world with my grandmama. just hope that i dont fall ill.haha always fall sick when i go hk. like my brother. then my skin will go all dry and my lips will peal even more than in singapore.

i hope the temperature there isnt too cold. haha and i haven pack. i bet i'm going to pack last minute again.

i miss genting! where sorrows are forgotten...

Ended my post @ 5:21 PM

daddy taught me to always think positive.
but i guess thats why i get disappointed time and again...
thinking that everything may just go back to before and ends happily ever after...
when this may just be a dream. may... because i'm still hoping.
a small part of me is still positive...

Ended my post @ 1:36 AM